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"Spells I could make around those I killed, and choosing the beautiful, the promising, the most audacious and splendid for my feast, I nevertheless conveyed upon them fantastical visions to blunt their fear or suffering."
I used to be filled with darkness ... anger & anguish
like the fallen angel thingy - u know
i used to write poetry/prose to express myself.
[Not anymore thank God]
this is a sample of my old work :
Cycle my life spins –
Me and I the twins –
Along with them the bad sins –
We are yesterday –
And we were tomorrow –
Past my future brings sorrow –
Vast the void my pain to borrow –
Can you be us?
Can they be you?
Can I be him?
Or can he be me?
Can they be us?
Ask our sins – they’ll cry us loud –
Beings we used to be –
Words are what we’ve turn to –
Write me or I in ink –
Along vice dots in pink –
Sins that blink in a dark blue ring –
A ring called life –
That kiss’s us with a knife –
A knife that grief sting’s –
A sting cold strife –
Me and I without a wife –
Cycle our death swings –
Me and I - MY CONSCIENCE
Anyways , it was 4 yrs ago ...
when such darkness vaporized ...
I become extremely religious ...
Because - This is Strange - of a Video game that is based on :FrederickeNeitchze'sphilisophy !!!
imagine something totally against God , in which you find a meaning to adore God & admire faith in an ardent fashion!
It is the following scene from the game which was intended to allude to the falsehood of truth "God/Religous Establishment" that just moved me toward religion powerfully - strange enough :
It is Neitzche what made me denounce Neitzchean melanchony of difference i used to think i had & abandon the darkside within to surrender to the will & soverignty of God Alimighty entirly.
Thats a story to tell !
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Well this is most strange, are you afraid maybe or just feel alone? Finding God made you not to feel alone anymore? Are you the fit-in-type? For me it seems like you drugged your senses once more, but now you swim in some kind of "eternal light of God"... could you get rid of that dark side entirely?
I guess the best thing in this planet is that we have our own free will after all, even for chosing our own destruction ...and we have a variety of "pain killers" to delude ourselves with, right?