i have been like walid jumblat on the god issue!
sometimes i just wanted to ignore it at whole like just nah no god it just dumb to believe in god!
but well we human change our way of thinking from time to time and age play it roles...
as a kid i was brought in a not so religious Muslim family but i used to go in a catholic school i was totally brain washed i was so confused that i prayed in both religion (Islam and Christianity) in the end my mom was suggested by some in the family that i start to go in Islamic school

but i never stayed there for long as we had to move anyway by time i grew up from it and did not care about religion at all but i think i always had some fear from god and my believes! at the age of 15 i was a new person i was extremely against the idea of god existence i was strong atheist and i stayed that for a long time till i was 23/25 years old i started to change a bit more to moderate on this issue i started to think ''There must be a Creator'' and this creator could be anything and probably i would never know what it is! but i totally refuse the idea that god
will punish us or god
think or god
demands
God is everything you see around its not a soul it is not a spirit it does not give you orders and god is not a he or she! when i say God is all around us i mean by that the creation we see everywhere and not god being a creator of this universe! am i confusing you?
if i put it in more simple way: god did not create the universe with a any motives as god cant have any tension for anything
god is universe it self!
plus religion are in way evil what ever you all say...
they picture god as an evil unfair person demanding things from us!
lets see how unfair god is in most of the religions if not all
modern humans have been for about 200,000 years here on earth and how long have Judaism Christianity and Islam etc been on earth so does it mean the majority of us human would go to hell? (maybe this god is running out of space)
plus those who where born at a time when there used to be miracles and prophets and saw it in their own eyes that there is a god the way religion talk about! how fair for those who never saw anything of that?
how evil is it if i choose a wrong religion i would burn in hell? its like playing lottery number here if i win i go to heaven if i dont i will be burning in hell for choosing the wrong number! now that is pure evil!
i believe being a good person is enough no need to fear god no need to be a slave for god its all made by human!
we human makes our own hell and our own heaven its all up to us and it is 2009 time to view stuff this way!
no idea what i should call my self Agnostic, soft atheist or non religious believer!