Will we go back to Lebanon?
Every night I dream... Dream of my family, dream of my friends, dream of my home... Dream of Lebanon...
Every night I feel the pain of being away... away from the beloved ones...
Every night I feel like I want to curse the situation that let me take the decision to leave everything behind...
I had to be Armenian for me to be away from my homeland... And i had to be Lebanese to be away from my country... is it fair?
I miss my family, I miss my mom, dad, sisters, I miss my friends, I miss all the beach and mountains, I miss going downtown... for sure I miss Lebanon...
I left Lebanon on a very tragic day... A black day for all Lebanese and Armenians... I left my house 5 minutes after Amin Jemayel's famous insult to the Armenians...
Before hearing what I heard I was crying... but after I heard it I was smiling, that I will leave all of that behind and go after my future...
Now I am in one of the best countries on this World... But do I want to go back?
I think about it everyday, every minute... Should I leave all of this work, and safety, and laws, and social benefits, and and and... to go back to My beloved country Lebanon?
Do I want my kids to grow up in a place where we don't have 24/24 electricity? Do I want them to be traumatized from airplane noise? Do I want them to see war every 5 years? Do I want them to be victim of some assassination? Do I want them to barely find work? Also Do I want them to live away from Lebanon?
Or I want them to be in a safe country with all the facilities?
Do I want to go back? Will the change on June 7 change my mind too?
Will you go back? Will we go back?
Thank you!!