Dear all,
This is the first time since I joined this forum, that I feel the urge to adress you, so honsetly and so clearly, directly through an open thread, in which I will be expressing some fears and concerns I've been having for a while now, about the current electoral status of FPM, over the Lebanese territory as a whole.
I tried so hard to mask my concerns, and the reason I am starting this thread is to recieve some reassurance, not because I am having doubts and generalized numbness about FPM as a whole, (God forbid), but since everything around is getting gloomy by the days, and today, 25 days from E-day, our opponents/enemies have reached a dreadful number all around Lebanon.
Lately, I haven't been able to lay my hands on any statistics done. No Kamal Feghali, no Abdo Saad... nothing...
Suddenly they all stoped popping up like mushrooms. suddenly, silence is ruling the scene, and polls have become mute. The view is greyish once again in more than a district. Hardcore supporters like me are becomig more and more anxious about the coming results. We are definitely determined to vote, and translate the orange epidemic to our friends, family and neighbors. that is not the concern!
But what about the silent majority, that is still out there, in the shades, in poverty and despair, yearning to fill their debts and needs, reaching out for every possible source of services,in this elections season?
"2bad menno ntekhib doddo" is good but not tough enough in my opinion to wake the conscience that has been sleeping for decades, and defeat the clientalism that has been disseminating in all the lebanese soil for the last 19 years.
Seeing all these monsters against us, the dollards whales, the money machines, the media tools, the clergy, is giving me the chills, and is reminding me that,even Jesus Christ was persecuted and doomed to the cross when the corrupted clergy, politicians and businessmen allied against Him...with so many ennemies on the inside, as as much on the outside...will we be able to achieve??
I am not doubting FPMs enthusiasm or hard work, and I am one of those who are working daily, but the annoying feeling I'm having each and every day, is that of questionnning our capability to make it as hugely as we deisre.
I am not demoralizing FPMers, Hell no!!! however the picture is cloudy, and foggy:
Baabda: Edmond Gharios money machine
METN: MM and subordinates
Beirut I: La garderie qui fait peur
Keserwan: all the bankrupt candidates with their asphalte
Koura: Makari's services
Jezzine: no comment
Jbeil : GMS...
Batroun: a district living on another planet
Zahle: the list is still not out yet!!
Excuse me, everyone, for this long, unpleasant post, I had to say all these, although I am not seeking Faulty reassurance..I need a ray of light, a strand of hope and a drop of faith to boost my enthusiasm.
Thank you all for bearing with me, and let us all work as hard as we can, the nights to come will be sleepless, the days to come will be sweaty and burning with tiredness...but in the end Justice Shall Pervail!!
I'm off for some real FPM work now
Let me read your sincere comments when i log in this evening
Regards to all, and long live FPM,
M@rshall.