i did love

[Nayla]

Originally Posted by BOILER

You deserve all the best Nayla.
Awwili albik shwai.
You are a believer.

Thank you BOILER, yes, u're right, u're a great friend
I think i'm a little coward when it's about feelings

Originally Posted by Observer

and yes it is a lool Naylah. You have now a husband and children and these mean life for you now. The world keeps revolving and does not stop even if we do.

Observer, i still single cz kell 3omre khaf enno ymouto wlede aw my husband so i don't have neither children nor husband loooool
The matter is that i know what is my problem, but i can't face this fear, hey l 2ossa

[Observer]

Originally Posted by Nayla H

Observer, i still single cz kell 3omre khaf enno ymouto wlede aw my husband so i don't have neither children nor husband loooool
The matter is that i know what is my problem, but i can't face this fear, hey l 2ossa

I am sorry Naylah, I am embarassed now. I completely misunderstood your last sentence. Naylah: The worlds keeps revolving even if we stop. Each one of us has a legacy to leave. Some are known and famous so the world will know about their legacy and the biggest majority of us are not famous but we can always leave things behind and have things to remind others about us and things to show up for. It is a continuation even of we die we leave behind us a continuation of us somehow. It is a fact of life. You are a very nice girl and a very beautiful one.

[Nayla]

Originally Posted by Observer

I am sorry Naylah, I am embarassed now. I completely misunderstood your last sentence. Naylah: The worlds keeps revolving even if we stop. Each one of us has a legacy to leave. Some are known and famous so the world will know about their legacy and the biggest majority of us are not famous but we can always leave things behind and have things to remind others about us and things to show up for. It is a continuation even of we die we leave behind us a continuation of us somehow. It is a fact of life. You are a very nice girl and a very beautiful one.

lool no wala yhemmak Observer
Yes, everyone has a mission in the life, even if he's famous or he isn't: nobody can replace anyone
And yes, u're totally right, everyone leaves a trace behind him and that's what makes our unicity

And oops, , thank you for the compliment

[Dalzi]

Originally Posted by Observer

Thank you Dalzi and Coralie. You are really both a very decent and nice persons. You know, sometimes it burns my heart that I can not tell the story not even to my own family. You feel you wanted to talk and say things but you can not. I gained a lot and lost a lot due to this love. You do not control your heart and the way I was raised and the community I hanged around with taught me courage and not to be bitter. I do not think somebody can describe love or define love. To me it is way beyond words and sentences not even if you write it with the jewels of your tears not even if you get the stars, moon and the sun to write your lines of poetry to describe love. I remember I used to start losing weight if few days pass without me holding her in my arms looooooool. yes it was that crazy loool. Yes Dalzi, killo rayi7, basita lol.

She swore she will never marry and she did not until this moment. She is a very successful girl now and she has all what any girl want but she never got married. I wish her all success and we are still friend, and very good friends, until this very moment.

I was gonna say "since she's not married yet, what are you waiting for?" (I just said it :D), but those outside the circle don't know what's on the inside, so they're just good at talking :).

Well, i believe the best remedy is to move away from the person. I don't think (and I'm being very honest here) that you'll be able to get over it if you still see her! If you move apart for a couple of years, then you can be (true) friends :D. Gosh how i wish i can feel the way you do towards someone! I'm immune!

To me love is a mental condition, just as you enjoy pasta for a couple of years and then stop enjoying it, such is love. I know many people who are dying to lose weight because they come from a culture where pasta is the main dish, now i know what advice to give them :D.

In the end think of it this way, how long are we gonna live? More than we already did? I don't have a lot of hope lol. So, just busy yourself with something else, and time is the healer of all wounds, even the deepest ones. It'll pass and you'll meet someone else (Inshallah :D).

I just woke up from a dream that i'm at a meeting with Israelis and among them were two Rabbis (one was Lebanese! and the other was Israeli) and this guy from Syria (khabisa lol), promoting a new fashion brand for Myer! I literally felt sick! Thank God i woke up, but i'm sure i'll be having a bad day today... So see, we all have our problems :D.

[Observer]

Originally Posted by Dalzi

I was gonna say "since she's not married yet, what are you waiting for?" (I just said it :D), but those outside the circle don't know what's on the inside, so they're just good at talking :).

Well, i believe the best remedy is to move away from the person. I don't think (and I'm being very honest here) that you'll be able to get over it if you still see her! If you move apart for a couple of years, then you can be (true) friends :D. Gosh how i wish i can feel the way you do towards someone! I'm immune!

To me love is a mental condition, just as you enjoy pasta for a couple of years and then stop enjoying it, such is love. I know many people who are dying to lose weight because they come from a culture where pasta is the main dish, now i know what advice to give them :D.

In the end think of it this way, how long are we gonna live? More than we already did? I don't have a lot of hope lol. So, just busy yourself with something else, and time is the healer of all wounds, even the deepest ones. It'll pass and you'll meet someone else (Inshallah :D).

I just woke up from a dream that i'm at a meeting with Israelis and among them were two Rabbis (one was Lebanese! and the other was Israeli) and this guy from Syria (khabisa lol), promoting a new fashion brand for Myer! I literally felt sick! Thank God i woke up, but i'm sure i'll be having a bad day today... So see, we all have our problems :D.

Well Mr Dalzi, we did seperate and did not see each other for 4 years even though she lives in my neighborhood. later on after 4 years, when I was preparing myself to leave Lebanon she contacted me. We kept meeting for 2 weeks and talked things over. We did not talk about everything but some things. Then we kept contact and everytime I visit lebanon we go out here and there. It is not that I see her everyday but we do see each other everytime I visit Lebanon. We call each other from time to time and talk through e-mail and she tells me about life and ask for advice and I do the same. We are on very good terms. I got married though and things can not be that simply anymore otherwise the wife will beat the sh** out of me loooooooooooooool.

Your dream seemed very weird and funny but everybody has funny and weird dreams too. Every now and then I see a dream that is so funny and weird that makes me laugh whenever I remember. btw: The story occured more than 16 years ago.


Dalzi; Life sometimes gets very complicated and I am sure you heard and will hear a lot of complicated stories. Thank you for your interset and for the very nice words you say to me.

[Dalzi]

Originally Posted by Observer

Well Mr Dalzi

Mr ya Observer? 4,572 (+1) feminine posts, and you're calling me Mr? :D

We did seperate and did not see each other for 4 years even though she lives in my neighborhood. later on after 4 years, when I was preparing myself to leave Lebanon she contacted me. We kept meeting for 2 weeks and talked things over. We did not talk about everything but some things. Then we kept contact and everytime I visit lebanon we go out here and there. It is not that I see her everyday but we do see each other everytime I visit Lebanon. We call each other from time to time and talk through e-mail and she tells me about life and ask for advice and I do the same. We are on very good terms. I got married though and things can not be that simply anymore otherwise the wife will beat the sh** out of me loooooooooooooool.

Oops, ok, now busy yourself with other things... Jeez! I never thought you'd be married and still in love with her! Well, you're letting it out here, it makes things good to talk, and better when you're talking to the internet :D.

Your dream seemed very weird and funny but everybody has funny and weird dreams too. Every now and then I see a dream that is so funny and weird that makes me laugh whenever I remember. btw: The story occured more than 16 years ago.

lol, there's much more to it... Ugly dream. They were going to address the Islamic revolution in Iran, but I left
before :b lol.

Dalzi; Life sometimes gets very complicated and I am sure you heard and will hear a lot of complicated stories. Thank you for your interset and for the very nice words you say to me.

You're welcome, just cheer up and move on! It's too short to waste it on the past. Life is so short, i wish we can live as much as Noah did, but alas man7ouseen.

[taifoon]

Originally Posted by Observer

I am sorry Naylah, I am embarassed now. I completely misunderstood your last sentence. Naylah: The worlds keeps revolving even if we stop. Each one of us has a legacy to leave. Some are known and famous so the world will know about their legacy and the biggest majority of us are not famous but we can always leave things behind and have things to remind others about us and things to show up for. It is a continuation even of we die we leave behind us a continuation of us somehow. It is a fact of life. You are a very nice girl and a very beautiful one.

Wallah ya observer elna'l sharaf to see you around here discussing loungy matters ..

Following your conclusion, the meaning of life becomes a straightforward line: Combining the universal strife for mental and biological hapiness and satisfaction with the mission to leave a trace. And if so, would it be judged as a good or bad deed, against ones self or mama nature, to have celibate people copulating to the left and right, with the consequence of having new people with ones genes popping up everywhere? I am sure at least Diversity wouldn't object

[JulesK]

Originally Posted by Observer

I got married though and things can not be that simply anymore otherwise the wife will beat the sh** out of me loooooooooooooool.

btw: The story occured more than 16 years ago.

Hehehe
And somehow you failed to point those 2 facts out from the start?

[taifoon]

Originally Posted by Dalzi

Mr ya Observer? 4,572 (+1) feminine posts, and you're calling me Mr? :D

Well, maybe you just need to show more of your red fingernails and styled hairdo instead of that ready to chop with axe you seem often to hold over our poor forum necks, Mr Dalzi

[Observer]

Originally Posted by Dalzi

Mr ya Observer? 4,572 (+1) feminine posts, and you're calling me Mr? :D

Oops, ok, now busy yourself with other things... Jeez! I never thought you'd be married and still in love with her! Well, you're letting it out here, it makes things good to talk, and better when you're talking to the internet :D.

lol, there's much more to it... Ugly dream. They were going to address the Islamic revolution in Iran, but I left
before :b lol.

You're welcome, just cheer up and move on! It's too short to waste it on the past. Life is so short, i wish we can live as much as Noah did, but alas man7ouseen.

looooooooooooooool. I am so sorry lady. double embarassement today, with you and Naylah.


I did not say that I am still in love with her. I would never marry a woman and loving another. This is not good. This will not be haelthy to me, my wife and children and to the other girl. I said I am on good terms with her and see each other when have the chance but I do not think this would be a correct and wise thing to do now I am married.

I moved on long time ago. This is thing did not occur to me except when there was such a thread now. from time to time I do remember the past just to reflect. It did not leave scares nor caused me any complex nor affected my behavior toward somebody or something. I just gained experience and some wisdom maybe.