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20th May 2009
i do Believe in God like Kakou said i feel "HIS" presence in my life in every decision in every hard time i go through .
i was for so long away from God . i always asked too many questions, i could not understand the misery , the hunger of innocent children, the death of innocent children , the suffering the killing the injustice i always wondered if God realy exist , i remember this part of my life as chaos . many like me ask the same questions because they suffer and can not overcome this sufferings .
i still dont have all the answers but today i kind of reached through my faith a sort of inner peace but the journey was long to reach this level and it is not over yet .
But i do not believe in human religion , "la religion est l'opium des peuples" . i think religion was used to serve a lot of bad things specialy in politics it was used to manipulate the masses and to keep them under control . they use God to give their criminal or bad acts a raison d'etre . in the name of God they did and still do all sort of atrocities .
God for me is the essence of love , mercy forgiveness and peace. Humans are the source of just the opposite . |