hheehe
look , things can always be worse , i know it , if i was in gaza i would have said that 10 years ago lol
why don't you think of it this way "let me go before things get worse "
and about ppl who will miss me ,it's not really a big problem, i am a responsible depressed man
, i am not running away from a certain responsibility or duty , every man will be missed by someone , bassita they will get over it
but if that someone was depending on you and he was expecting something from you , then that's irresponsible ,you'll be hated in your afterlife also lol , in that case you are not only taking your life , but destroying other lifes with you
not my case
i have a feeling that i might be banned or accused of driving ppl to suicide