if someone came and told me that i have 5 more minutes to live
since i have no debts ,i cant remember any iportant ppl in my life ze3lenin menneh and i need to apologize to , i have no family behind to feed

, if i am given a last wish , it would be to skip those five minutes and die instantly
life is simply too hard for me , that's what i can say
i feel like i need a new beggining , but when everything around you and ppl you know reminds you of what you hate about your life , i don't know what's the alternate choice ( i am too chicken to suicide ma te3tali ham

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